Love: Past, Present, Future.

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PAST

There are very few people that ever showed me that they loved me when I was younger, and less than few ever said the words. In fact, I don't have any memories of anyone saying those coveted 3 little words. They mean so much to me, even though I have hardly heard them. Maybe that is why they mean so much? I don't know. Not only to hear them, but to feel that the person saying them really means it. That is the key. I have said this before.... Words can be empty, or they can be powerful. I prefer them to be powerful, as an empty word means nothing. Now that I think about that, empty words are worse than nothing. It's a lie, and it can have the reverse effect. In essence, it can be translated to mean the opposite of the definition. Anyways, I never remember hearing it as a kid. My past makes me who I am. I am an emotional person sometimes, I read into some things too much, I worry about people leaving my side.... I am flawed.

I have loved. It feels good to love, as it feels good to be loved. Of course, I loved my Mom and Dad as a kid. You are supposed to. It's one love that never has to be earned, you love your parents... and they love you. Love has to be maintained.... it has to grow. If left to die.... love will do just that. Not only do you have to show your love, you have to say the words. They still carry a heavy impact to the recipient. I never told my best friend that I loved him. See guys are not supposed to talk about their feelings with their buddies. That is not manly. It's not important to guys. Until, your best friend passes away.... and it eats you every day that you never told him. Did he know? Absolutely.... that's what they say. You know how I could have been sure that he did?

PRESENT

Being in love is tricky. As I said before, it feels good to love someone. There is alot of joy in it. If left unbalanced, being in love can hurt. You see, in order to show some people that you love them.... they have to love you too. See? Tricky. You don't have to be close to someone to show them that you love them, this is true. But, to show the depth of your love, you must be close. And if they do not feel the same way, chances are that you can not get that close. And, when I say close.... I mean in their heart. I am in love with a girl right now. She has no clue, so I love her from a distance. I would love to love her from inside her heart, and I wait for the day that I have that chance. I believe that it'll be an amazing thing, if it ever happens. I just hope that fate will allow us to come to those crossroads, where are hearts will meet one day.

FUTURE

I am a simple man. All I want in the future is to have a loving companion, by my side, to grow old with. I want a couple of kids, so I can show them what I was never shown. I want my family to have no doubt that they are loved. I want to do whatever I can to provide them with the lifestyle they deserve. I want the family dinners, the vacations, the holidays.... etc. You know, the wife, the kids, the dog, the warmth, the love. The happiness.